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I woke up mid-step.
No mattress. No pillow. Just carpet under one sock, like my body had started walking and forgotten where the ground was supposed to be. Fog clung to the hallway in a thin, pale wash that made the far end look painted on.
Mirrors lined the left wall, tall as doors. They caught me—and then caught me again, a beat late, as if my reflection had to think about it before copying. My bandaged finger pulsed. The skin over my knuckles burned where the door had nailed them yesterday, a quick kiss with teeth. Bleach stung the back of my throat, not quite rinsed out, and under it lurked damp paper.
I tried to place the last room. A nook. Wool blanket. Lantern glow. Someone shaking while they admitted they’d checked cameras. The memory came back in shards, edges bright and dangerous, no face attached—just a gate latch clicking in my skull.
“Okay.” My voice sounded small in all that white.
The nearest mirror clouded from the inside, breath blooming across glass that wasn’t mine. A single clear line carved through the fog, neat and purposeful, sketching a corridor that didn’t match where I stood.
Fine. I followed it.
The house liked to offer the “easy” route. Helpful. Polished. Like Dorian Ashworth with his steady tone and clean shoes—here, take this path, don’t make it messy, everyone stays safe. My phone dragged at my pocket like a stone. I yanked it out, tapped, tapped again.
Black screen. No signal. No mercy.
A call. That was today’s goal. Something outside this place’s mouth. Kevin Nguyen’s voice floated up from years ago—half joking, half pleading—about the internet keeping receipts even when people didn’t. His laugh had come after, tight at the edges, like he regretted sounding hopeful.
No internet here. But the old parts of the estate had landlines. Hardwired. Stubborn. The kind that didn’t care about batteries.
If the house let me.
The corridor pinched into an aisle of bookshelves. The spines faced inward, titles turned away like they were ashamed to be read without permission. A rolling ladder sat crooked on its rail, blocking half the path. I slipped past it, palm brushing wood that felt damp-cold, like it had sweated.
My hands wouldn’t settle. Pocket. Bandage. Thumb worrying a nail until it hurt.
At the end of the aisle waited a plain table—institutional, not antique. A rotary phone squatted on top, beige plastic yellowed with age. Its cord vanished into a metal plate in the wall. The receiver sat in the cradle as if it had never been touched.
Real. Or bait. Same thing, here.
Close to the table, the fog thinned. Shadows behind the shelves deepened, pulling focus the way a room does when it wants you to look at exactly one thing. My tongue pressed against my teeth. I lifted the receiver.
Dial tone—wrong. Not a steady hum, but a click. A metronome. Click—click—click.
My pulse kicked hard enough to sting the bandage. “Okay,” I breathed. “Okay. I get it.”
The clicking sped up, just a hair. Like it wanted me to match it.
Sweat slicked my palm. Plastic bit into skin as I dialed, forcing my thumb to remember numbers. Marcus Washington. Wash. The number lived in my muscles from favors and late-night rants and one conversation that had ended with him leaning in and lowering his voice.
“Not to vent,” he’d told me. “To document.”
I dialed fast, like speed could outrun whatever listened between the shelves. Click—whirr—click. The rotary returned with a snap.
The shelf beside the table shuddered. Books slid three inches in a clean line, too orderly, like paperwork being squared. Dust lifted and hovered, gray and fine. It settled on my tongue.
Pencil shavings. Dry and bitter.
A brass plaque eased out of the wall above the table with no sound at all.
TUITION DUE.
Below it, a narrow slot yawned open with a soft metallic sigh.
“No.” The word tore out of me. My throat tightened like it wanted to swallow it back.
The clicking stopped for one beat. Nothing. The kind of nothing that meant attention.
“I just need someone to confirm the timeline,” I tried, then hated myself for how it sounded—too shaped, too hopeful, too much like an accusation with manners.
Wood groaned. The aisle constricted, shelves inching inward like ribs. Book spines brushed closer, waiting to take prints. The table stayed put, but everything around it shifted, funnelling me toward the phone. No room to step back without scraping.
My gaze dropped to the open slot. Empty hands. Dead phone. The receipt in my pocket, folded tight like it could keep the ink safe by force of will.
Pharmacy pickup receipt. 10:32.
When I’d pushed for certainty before, the paper had punished me—ink feathering, edges browning, proof turning soft. The house didn’t just hate the truth. It hated the way I tried to hold it like a weapon.
“Fine.” My mouth shaped it, but my body didn’t agree. “What do you want?”
No answer. Just the slot. Waiting.
Outside help meant air. It meant someone else saying, That’s not how the world works, and making reality snap straight again—if it still could. I dug out my small notebook, the one I’d been carrying since I got here. Its pages looked bruised, corners bent, ink smudged in places it shouldn’t have smudged.
A catalog card lay on the table under the phone. Thick, white library stock. Faint lines at one end. A number stamped in black at the other.
Forms. Always forms.
My pen clicked out of my jacket. The sound cracked sharp in the tight aisle, like a coin dropped in water. I froze.
“What’s the rule?” My whisper fogged the receiver.
The click-track kept time. Patient. Judging without arguing.
I picked up the catalog card. It rasped my fingertip and bit—a shallow paper cut that stung before I even saw it. Blood welled, bright and immediate. My mouth filled with a metallic tang.
Tuition.
“Cute.” The word slid out on a breath.
I set the pen to the card. My hand tremored once, then steadied. A voice tried to rise in me—EMT protocol, the one that turned panic into steps. Scene safe. Assess. Intervene.
The house didn’t want steps. It wanted something I’d never said out loud.
My mother’s last days flashed—her hands shaking as she poured coffee, the way she’d looked past me when I asked if she’d slept. “I’m fine,” she’d snapped too fast, the same way Tommy did when he was about to bolt.
Not that. Not that.
A different night forced its way up. A hallway. Adrian laughing too loud, trying to drown something out. My mother’s voice behind a door, low and urgent. The stink of rubbing alcohol. A towel twisted hard in someone’s fist.
Then a sound—something heavy hitting wood.
Maybe it had been real. Maybe my brain had built it afterward. Either way, my pen moved.
I lied to the dispatcher once. I said everything was fine so they would not come.
The ink went down too dark, too eager. I held my breath like air itself might point a finger. Then I wrote my name.
Sofia Reyes.
A signature like a consent form.
The card warmed under my fingers. Ink smell rose sharp, then soured, like fruit turning. The words sank into the paper—not fading, but drinking backward, leaving only a bruise where writing had been.
“Good enough?” My voice thinned.
The clicking died. The dial tone shifted into a normal hum. The slot made a small, hungry sound.
I slid the card in. The brass swallowed it.
As soon as it vanished, the line popped, clean as a bubble breaking. The tone returned—open, waiting.
Blood and dust coated my tongue. I swallowed anyway. “Wash,” I murmured into the empty aisle. “Pick up.”
I dialed again. Click—whirr—click.
The line rang once. Twice.
A recorded voice answered, bright in a way that didn’t belong here. “Thank you for calling. If you are calling about the incident, press one.”
My stomach knotted.
Incident. Not case. Not call. Not death. That smooth corporate fog-word that lived in Dorian Ashworth’s mouth. I didn’t press anything. I just listened, receiver tight to my ear, knuckles whitening.
“If you are calling to confirm the timeline, press two.”
My grip slipped. I caught the receiver before it fell. “Who the—” The rest snagged in my throat. Even the word felt like pointing, like giving the house something sharp to grab.
Fog seeped back in, thickening along the floor as if it wanted to muffle me. The recording kept going.
“If you believe the official time is around midnight, press three. If you believe it was earlier, press four.”
My thumb hovered uselessly over the dial.
Around midnight. Earlier. The same soft, safe phrasing my family used when they wanted clean hands. Someone had built a menu out of my questions. Curated it. Fed it to the line like it had money behind it.
Who was protecting someone beyond these walls?
Nina Pemberton’s silky smile. Dorian’s polished calm. Elena Kowalski’s sharp-eyed grudges. Father Lionel’s careful parables that always landed on peace. Tommy’s too-fast “I’m fine.”
None of them stood here. Every one of them felt close.
I forced my voice flat, procedural. “This is Sofia Reyes. I need one timestamp. That’s it.”
Overhead, lights buzzed into existence—fluorescent, cheap, hospital-corridor ugly. The sound drilled straight into the back of my skull. The aisle shifted, shelves sliding aside to open a wider room with tables and empty chairs and a chalkboard.
A test center my brain insisted, like it had any right to know.
Grit crunched under my shoes. Chalk smell. Dry and old. A book cart rolled out of the fog, wheels squeaking, and parked itself between me and the only door in sight.
The recorded voice slowed, almost attentive. “State your relationship to Mara Reyes.”
My skin tightened.
Mara. My mother’s name, served up like a drop-down option.
“Daughter.” One word. No explanation.
The fluorescent buzz deepened. Shadows under the tables pooled and stretched toward my feet like they wanted to touch. “State the official time of death.”
I could have said 12:06 A.M. The plaque. The certificate that rewrote itself. The time the house kept trying to hammer into place.
My teeth sank into my tongue. “I’m not asking for the official. I’m asking what time the call came in. The 911 call. For Mara Reyes. The night she—”
My throat locked. The sentence broke in my mouth.
The book cart inched closer. A wheel clicked once.
The recording didn’t scold. It offered. “To proceed, cite your source.”
Dryness spread across my tongue. Dust again. Pencil shavings between my teeth.
“I have a receipt,” I blurted, and immediately wished I hadn’t. The word receipt might as well have been a dare.
Heat flared in my pocket. I yanked the paper out. The ink at 10:32 feathered, blurred, sharpened, blurred again like it couldn’t decide what it wanted to be.
“No,” I breathed. “Don’t you—”
The corner browned. Curled. A soft scorch without flame. My bandaged finger throbbed in sympathy.
The recording waited. Patient. Like it enjoyed the time it took to watch me lose ground.
I held the receipt up anyway, stubborn and stupid. “Pharmacy pickup. Timestamp. Ten thirty-two.”
The fluorescent light flickered. Buzz turned harsh, hornet-angry. The ink lifted off the paper in tiny threads—pulled free, unspooling into nothing.
My stare pinned the dying numbers. “Don’t do that,” I told the room. “That’s evidence.”
Evidence snapped out like a slap.
The house answered.
The chalkboard scraped. White lines gouged across it—no words, just angry marks. Shelves along the far wall shifted, narrowing the room. The book cart rolled another inch until the door disappeared behind it.
My lungs stalled.
Air dragged back in shallow, then deeper. I forced it, slow and measured, like drawing a bow. Don’t give it panic. Panic was a payment too.
“Okay.” The apology tasted like metal. “Okay. That was wrong.”
The voice returned—and for a second it carried a cadence that scraped at something familiar, a softening before the blow.
“Around midnight,” it told me, almost kind.
My jaw clenched. That phrase again. A blanket thrown over a stain.
“Who is this?” The question came out raw.
Static rushed into my ear, gritty as sand. “Confirm the timeline,” the voice prompted. “Kitchen at midnight. Living room after. Call at twelve oh six. Confirm.”
It wanted repetition. It wanted me to say it out loud so it could set like cement.
“No.” I kept it quiet. “I’m not confirming anything.”
Static flared. The lights dimmed, then snapped bright, as if the room blinked. Fog thickened at the corners, curling into hooked shapes.
Wash’s voice surfaced—That’s a story. Not a fact.
I borrowed it, the way you borrow a jacket you don’t deserve. “I need a call log. Just the time. No narrative. Time received.”
Silence.
In it, the receipt’s browned corner gave up. It collapsed with a soft crumble. Paper drifted down in flakes. My fingertips went numb where they held what was left.
Then the recording brightened again, too cheerful. “For records requests, please provide authorization. Press one to submit tuition.”
A laugh escaped me—one quick, high sound, like air shooting through a puncture.
“Tuition.” I tried the word out like it might break if I bit it. “You’re kidding.”
The book cart squeaked, and it almost sounded amused.
I shoved the remaining receipt into my pocket. It snapped in half. The edge bit through fabric into skin—sharp, immediate. Good. Real.
“I’m not paying again.” I kept my voice low, like the room might take volume as permission.
The floor tilted—not truly, but enough to make my stomach float. Tables slid into stricter lines. Chairs tucked in with perfect obedience. The place tightened itself into a classroom.
The voice softened, almost sympathetic. “Failure to comply will result in correction.”
“Correction.” My tongue felt thick around it. “Like erasing.”
Static answered. Nothing else.
My hand clenched the receiver until my knuckles ached. The cord ran into the wall—thick, old, coiled like a rope you could climb or hang from. An ugly, simple impulse shoved up from my gut.
If the house owned the line, then I’d break the line.
I yanked.
The cord fought, then gave with a screech. Heat skated across my palm as it tore free—cord burn, raw and instant. The phone clattered off the table and hit the carpet with a dull thud.
The dial tone didn’t stop.
It kept humming from the receiver in my hand while the phone lay on its side, cord torn, innards exposed.
My throat tightened. “That’s not—”
The room went still.
The lights cut out. Darkness pressed in—thick, not complete, shadow-heavy. Mirrors waited along the far wall—when had those shown up?—catching faint gray and throwing the room back at me doubled, tripled, judged from every angle.
The dial tone held steady. Patient.
Like it had never needed the phone.
The receiver slipped from my fingers. It hit the carpet, bounced once, still humming. The sound threaded through the room, needle-thin.
Doors appeared along the walls where shelves had been. Each door wore a brass plaque, clean and academic.
AUDIT.
REMEDIAL.
INCOMPLETE.
OFFICE HOURS.
My skin prickled.
Not a haunted mansion. A system. A bureaucracy with teeth. A house that graded you.
AUDIT felt safest. Sit in the back. Watch. Don’t participate. I grabbed the knob—
It turned, then clicked locked. The plaque shimmered and rewrote itself.
DENIED: OUTSIDE CONTACT.
My mouth dried out. “You can’t,” I whispered.
The next door. REMEDIAL. Locked. INCOMPLETE. Locked.
OFFICE HOURS turned easy. Too easy. The door cracked on its own, breathing out warmer air that smelled like dust and old paper—and instant coffee, stale but weirdly comforting. A trap dressed like a breakroom.
Behind me, the dial tone stopped.
The silence that replaced it pressed against my ears, waiting for my choice to harden into something the house could mark. Pay again or go deeper. Give up another secret or accept office hours, whatever the hell that meant.
“Fine.” I aimed it at the door because yelling at architecture was a special kind of pathetic. “Office hours.”
The door opened wider.
I stepped through into a room that looked like someone had copied my working life from memory and smudged the edges. A narrow cot-bench hugged one wall. A radiator ticked under a window that showed no outside—only a warped mirror of the room itself. A dented metal cabinet wore a peeling red-cross sticker. On the counter, a coffee machine hummed without a plug.
No people. No voices. Just the shapes of safety.
My knees went weak with it. Relief hit fast and ugly, like my body had been holding itself up on pure spite. Heat seeped from the radiator, steady as a promise I didn’t trust. My fingers flexed around the sting of cord burn.
I shut the door. The plaque on the inside read:
OFFICE HOURS—BACK INSIDE.
A laugh tried to rise; it died halfway up, tasting like blood. “Yeah,” I told the empty room. “I get it. Mean instructor.”
No flicker. No punishment. Maybe sarcasm didn’t count as certainty.
I didn’t wait to find out.
The rolling ladder leaned against the wall like it had wandered in and decided to nap. I dragged it across the floor and jammed it under the door handle. Metal scraped hard enough to make my teeth ache. The door didn’t fight me.
Maybe it liked procedure.
My EMT bag sat where it always did—too intact, too familiar, and that should’ve scared me more than it helped. I unzipped it anyway. Antiseptic hit sharp and clean, and my shoulders dropped a fraction before I could stop them.
Bandage off. The cut on my finger glared red but shallow. The paper cut on my other hand had dried into a thin line. The cord burn shone pink and raw.
“Clean,” I murmured. “Cover. Hydrate.”
The radiator clicked as it warmed. Tick… tick… tick. Not a metronome. Closer to rain starting, if rain had edges.
I leaned back into the heat until it soaked through my spine. The cot-bench had a thin folded blanket—scratchy, military, warmed by the room. I sat, then let myself fall back with my boots still on. My legs trembled once, then stilled.
The receipt came out of my pocket in two sad halves. The 10:32 had faded to a gray bruise. The browned edge curled like it wanted to finish disappearing. I slid it into my notebook between pages already chewed up by the house’s rules.
Hide it. Not brandish it.
The mirrored window caught my reflection sprawled on the bench, eyes open, face washed pale. In the glass, the shadows behind me looked longer. Deeper. Like the room was holding its breath.
“This room is warm,” I said softly, testing.
The radiator clicked. The lights stayed steady.
“I’m alone…” The words left my mouth, and my tongue stuck on the last one. Alone was a claim. Claims got graded.
The coffee machine hummed louder, then—without water I could see—a drip started, slow and steady. Bitter instant coffee smell drifted in. My stomach clenched, sudden hunger sharp as a headache.
Raylene Cole flashed in my mind—perched on a counter somewhere, talking too fast, calling this place a haunted community college. She’d laugh until it stopped being funny, then she’d get mean on my behalf.
Fia, listen—don’t give it shit for free.
“Ray would hate you,” I whispered to the walls.
The lights flickered once, like a blink. On the far side of the room, shelves I hadn’t noticed nudged closer by a hair.
I swallowed. “Okay. No names.”
Grief sat heavy behind my ribs, too big to swallow clean. I stared at the ceiling tiles—when had those appeared?—and tried to pull up my mother’s face without letting the house smear it. The memory slid away, replaced by that framed photo that kept changing. Her smile wrong. Shadows behind her that didn’t belong.
My hands went for the blanket edge, worry-worry-worry. I caught them. Forced them still.
“Observe,” I told myself. “Don’t accuse. Ask.”
The room didn’t shift. Those weren’t a story. They were a rule.
My eyes closed. Breath in for four. Out for six. The radiator warmed my back until a knot loosened that I hadn’t known I’d tied.
Sleep hovered nearby—practical, not gentle. Like a medic grabbing five minutes in a rig between calls.
Even drifting, my mind worried at the recording. The menu. Confirm the timeline. Kitchen at midnight. Living room after. Call at twelve oh six. Someone had built that phrasing and bolted it into the line. Someone had paid in secrets until the house believed it.
Protecting someone outside.
Dorian’s vocabulary—incident, mitigation, duty of care. Nina’s smile. Father Lionel’s careful peace. Elena’s clipped questions. Tommy’s too-fast “I’m fine.”
Truth. Lie. Real. Imagine.
The words refused to settle. My eyelids did.
I drifted. [comfort_element]
The next thing I remember—maybe remember—was the dial tone.
It returned soft at first, threaded through the radiator’s ticking. A hum like water running behind a wall. My eyes snapped open.
No phone in the room. No cord. No receiver.
The tone held anyway. Steady. Patient. My skin tightened. Gooseflesh ran up my arms.
In the mirrored window, my reflection sat up before I fully did. Behind that reflection, letters appeared on the far wall, one by one, like they were being typed into the paint.
OFFICE HOURS: BRING THE ALIBI YOU STOLE.
I stared until the words doubled, then steadied again, trembling the way a disturbed reflection refuses to go flat.
Alibi. Stole.
My mouth went desert-dry. “What alibi?” I whispered.
The room stayed warm, indifferent, like it didn’t care what it accused me of.
Who had handed me an alibi without me noticing—and who wanted the house convinced I’d taken it?