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Okunuyor
A sliver of night flashed through the last door before it slammed. Beyond the court walls, darkness sprawled—torch seeps and shifting silhouettes. Cold knifed in. Wet wool dragged across my forearms as bodies pressed forward, and torchsmoke hit my eyes like the backdraft off a greasy stove.
I flexed my hand. Metal scraped my skin. Not tight—just certain. No clink, either. Of course not. Even the chains knew to keep quiet.
The corridor pinched us toward an arch carved in briars. Fae guards stood along it, masked and motionless, blades angled down in the same patient pose. Cloaks, leather, straps. Packs. Rope. Weapons. Not one person carried anything that looked like a med kit.
Not happening.
I wedged myself into the line before anyone could decide I didn’t belong. My blanket slipped, snagged on somebody’s buckle, and I yanked it free with an annoyed little jerk. Rafe Nash turned his head a fraction.
Warning. That was all he ever gave.
Celia Castellano waited a few paces off, hands folded as if we were about to watch a recital instead of walk into the dark. Candlelight caught her cheekbones. Her boots didn’t have so much as a dust kiss on them.
“You’re not listed.” Her voice brushed soft, then cut. “This party departs under court sanction. A quest requires clarity. Not… attachments.”
Attachments.
Like I was a luggage tag on Thorne Ashworth-Blackwood’s baggage.
I shifted so my shoulder blocked her view of the door. Petty. Necessary. “Clarity’s why I’m here.”
Her gaze dropped to my wrist. “Collateral.”
“I’m a liability if you leave me behind.” The EMT voice came out on instinct—short, clean, checklist. “You’re going outside the walls. Somebody’s gonna bleed. Somebody’s gonna fall. You don’t have a medic.”
A ripple moved through the group. Not surprise. Irritation, like I’d pointed out their laces were untied.
Delphine Thibodaux lounged against the stone, cloak half-open like she’d forgotten modesty on purpose. Her eyes slid over me, then Celia, then the party. “Cher, she got a point. Land don’t care what you call yourself when you’re limpin’.”
Celia’s smile didn’t warm. “And you, courier, are suddenly invested in mortal welfare?”
Del rolled one shoulder. “I’m invested in gettin’ where I’m goin’ without draggin’ a grown man by his armpits.”
A couple of fae adjusted their spear grips. Nobody laughed. The tension stayed pulled tight.
I looked past Celia to the archway. Beyond it waited the dark—and beyond that, somewhere, the idea of a way out. My throat tried to close on the thought. I swallowed it down.
“Where’s Thorne Ashworth-Blackwood?” Names were safer than wants.
Rafe answered without turning. “The King does not attend departures.”
“No. He delegates the dirty work.” The words slipped out before I could trap them.
Rafe finally looked at me. Flat as a pane of glass. “Do not.”
I held his stare anyway. “You’re his enforcer. You’re coming with them?”
“I am assigned.”
Assigned. Like a weapon. Like a lock.
Celia stepped closer, and her perfume cut through smoke—flowers over something bitter. “This is not a rescue mission, Sofia Reyes. It is an errand. Do you intend to turn it into your personal… crusade?”
Crusade landed wrong, like she’d plucked the word out of a human history book and decided it meant tantrum.
“I intend to keep your people alive.” I kept my chin level. “And if you’ve got humans out there? I intend to keep them alive too. That’s not personal. That’s standard.”
Her brows rose, delicate and insulting. “Standard. How charming.”
My jaw clenched. Teeth ground once, hard, like they did in my sleep after bad calls. I forced my mouth loose again. “What’s standard where I’m from—if you deny care and somebody dies, that’s on you.”
For a beat, even the torches seemed to listen.
Beatrice Pemberton stood near a side table stacked with sealed satchels, posture straight as a bookshelf spine. Her hands hovered over a twine-tied bundle—linen, gauze, maybe. She didn’t look up at first.
When she did, her eyes flicked: my wrist, then my face.
“Do not threaten the minister.” Bea’s voice came clipped, old-fashioned. “It is unwise.”
“I’m not threatening.” I spread my fingers, palm open, because if I didn’t I’d make a fist. “I’m assigning responsibility.”
Bea’s mouth twitched—an unwilling tell that she understood. Celia’s smile thinned. “Responsibility, from a guest who will not sign what she is given.”
“I signed enough to keep other people from getting attached to my mess.” The snap in my voice surprised even me.
Del’s gaze cut to my face. Quick. Warning.
Celia let her tone soften even further, sweet as a poison glaze. “You are property under treaty clause. You do not choose your outings.”
I stepped in until my blanket brushed her sleeve. Heat rushed in my veins—risk, stupid and electric. “Then put it on record. Say it out loud. Tell them you’re leaving without medical support because the human might ask questions you don’t like.”
Celia didn’t flinch. She didn’t need to. Power like hers lived in clean hands and careful wording.
Rafe spoke into the space between us. “Confirm your purpose.”
My head snapped. “Excuse me?”
His face didn’t change. “You will speak your purpose. Now.”
Trap. Rope. Maybe both.
My tongue pressed to my teeth. If I said the wrong thing—if I even aimed my words the wrong way—my body might betray me in front of all of them. I grabbed the safest truth.
“I’m here to keep the party functional.” I kept it plain. “Reduce risk.”
Del’s mouth curved. Not approval—relief.
Bea nodded once, like she’d stamped a document in her head. “Practical.”
Celia’s eyes narrowed, irritated I hadn’t spilled my real intent on the floor.
Rafe’s gaze dropped to my wrist, then rose. “Your gear.”
“My gear comes with me.” I pointed at Bea’s bundle. “Bandages. Clean cloth. Water. A light.”
“A blade?” Celia’s tone carried amusement.
“Trauma shears.” I held her gaze. “But sure—call it whatever makes you comfortable.”
Her fingers tightened around her own wrist. Tiny. Telling.
Bea untied the twine with precise movements. Folded linen strips. A small tin. A corked vial. She held it out without stepping closer. “This is what the court provides.”
I took it. The linen smelled of herbs and smoke. The tin cooled my palm.
“Say it,” I told Celia, eyes steady. “Say I’m on the party.”
Celia glanced toward the archway, toward the waiting doors, impatient as a mouth. Torches popped. Leather creaked as someone shifted weight.
“Fine.” Smooth enough to pass as generosity. “Sofia Reyes will accompany. Under supervision. Under the understanding she remains collateral.”
Air left my chest slow—like I’d been holding it without noticing. Not freedom. Not even victory. Just a crack.
Rafe’s hand touched the back of my elbow—barely there. A directive in the shape of contact. “Move.”
I moved.
The doors groaned open onto night.
*
Outside the Briar Court, the world bit back.
Cold didn’t settle—it attacked. Each inhale burned, dry and sharp, and torchlight didn’t warm anything. It only dug deeper shadows into the ground.
Stone gave way to packed earth slick with moisture. The path ahead ran narrow between briars that clicked softly against leather when someone brushed too close. The sound crawled under my skin.
Rafe took point. Del drifted near the middle, never boxed in. Bea walked with her cloak pulled tight, chin tucked. Celia stayed close enough to steer without looking like she steered.
Somehow, she never stepped in mud.
I kept Bea’s bundle pinned under my arm and counted heads out of habit. One human. Me. No limps yet. No coughs. No blood.
The bracelet warmed with my pulse like a private brand.
I angled closer to Del. She moved like she knew where weak spots lived. “How far are we going?”
She didn’t look over. “Far enough you’ll miss your little soft bed.”
“Cute.” I kept my voice level. “Try again.”
Her lips twitched. “Couple miles. Depends if the land’s in a cooperative mood.”
Land. Mood. Like it could sulk.
I lowered my voice. “We’re looking for what?”
Del’s gaze flicked to Celia, then away. “Something got loose. Something that ain’t supposed to roam. King wants it returned. Quiet.”
Returned. Collected.
My stomach tightened. “And humans? Do you run into them out here?”
Del’s mouth went still for a beat. “You run into what the stories need you to run into, cher.”
Bea’s voice sliced in, quiet but sharp. “Do not ask questions that invite answers you cannot endure.”
I shot her a look. “That’s not helpful.”
“It is accurate.” Her eyes stayed on the path.
Celia drifted closer, perfume finding every weak point. “She is learning,” she murmured. “Some questions are doors. Some lock behind you.”
I didn’t spit. I didn’t glare. I chose control. “Fine. Are there crossings out here? Places where worlds touch.”
Celia’s smile returned, small and pleased. “How inquisitive.”
Del made a low sound in her throat—warning, maybe.
Rafe’s shoulders tightened.
Bea answered anyway. “There are thresholds.”
That word sparked behind my ribs.
“Where—” I started, and caught myself. I shaped the next word with care, like I was packing gauze into a wound. “Where do they lead?”
Celia watched my mouth like she was waiting for me to slip.
Bea’s reply came measured. “Where they are permitted to lead.”
Nothing. Everything.
I tried a casual angle, like I didn’t care. “Any go north? Toward… cities. Roads. Lights.”
The path shifted under my boots. Not a turn I could see—more like the slope changed and my balance had to adjust. A subtle nudge. A hand at my back steering me away.
My throat tightened.
Cold air burned deeper, and copper flooded my mouth so fast I gagged. My knee buckled. I grabbed the briar trunk beside me and felt bark scratch through my glove.
Torchlight haloed too bright at the edges.
“What is that?” Del’s voice sharpened.
I tried to answer. The moment I opened my mouth, pain clamped down. Throat locked like a fist. Lungs fought. Copper thickened until my stomach lurched again.
Celia’s calm voice floated down. “Oh.”
Rafe stopped so fast the party nearly collided. He turned, eyes scanning my face like he expected a weapon to fall out. “Speak.”
I shook my head. The motion made the world tilt.
Bea stepped closer, but didn’t touch. “Do not force it,” she murmured. “Breathe through your nose. Slowly.”
I did. In. Out. Cold scraped my sinuses.
Celia leaned just enough that her cloak brushed mine. “It seems the collateral has rules.”
I wanted to scream. I wanted to say New York loud enough to split briars. The thought alone tightened the clamp, like the land heard the aim behind my teeth.
Rafe’s gaze flicked to the bracelet. “The curse.”
Del’s eyes narrowed. “You tried to point yourself somewhere you ain’t allowed.”
“I asked about roads.” The words came out in a rasp.
Celia’s smile sharpened. “You asked about direction.”
Bea kept her tone even, but her hands curled in her sleeves. “Intent matters.”
My vision cleared by inches. Pain eased the way a pressure bandage loosens one notch at a time. I wiped my mouth with my glove. Damp.
“So I can’t—” I started.
The bracelet warmed. My throat pinched again—warning. I stopped mid-sentence, jaw clenched until it ached.
Del stepped in, shoulder angling like an accident, blocking Celia’s view of my face. “Honey, don’t. Don’t wrestle the briars.”
Rafe’s voice stayed blunt. “Do not name your aim.”
Bea added, precise as a clause. “Do not attempt to guide by direct declaration. The path will resist.”
Celia’s eyes gleamed. “And if she insists?”
Bea didn’t look at her. “Then she will be punished until she stops.”
My stomach dropped. Not pain—pain I could take. Losing control was worse, the way it turned you into dead weight.
I swallowed copper and straightened. Knees trembled, then steadied. “Got it,” I said, voice raw. “No direct declarations.”
Celia tipped her head. “How quickly you adapt.”
“Don’t confuse adaptation with consent.” I kept walking.
Her smile held. “Do you know the difference?”
I opened my mouth. Shut it.
Not now.
We moved again. Briars whispered against cloaks. I watched the ground, tracking the subtle slope I’d felt. The land had turned us without turning us.
If it could hear intent, word games wouldn’t save me. I’d have to learn to steer without steering—like trying to guide an ambulance through traffic without touching the siren.
*
The first mile dragged.
Earth softened into slick stone without warning, and water ran in thin sheets down the rock face, cold enough to numb toes through boots. Torchlight bounced off wet surfaces and made distances lie.
Del drifted near me again. Not friendly. Not hostile. Positioned.
“Your throat okay?” she asked, casual as weather.
“It’ll live.” I pressed two fingers to the front of my neck anyway. Skin warm. Pulse steady. “What happens if I push again?”
Del’s gaze slid toward the briars. “Happens quicker.”
“Cool.”
“That ain’t admiration,” she muttered, mouth curving despite herself. “That’s a warning.”
“Yeah.” I kept my eyes ahead. “I’m collecting those.”
Celia eased back toward us, like she could smell weakness. “If you cannot speak your desire, Sofia Reyes, what use are you?”
I didn’t slow. “Same use I’ve always been. The one who keeps people from dying while everyone else argues about who owns what.”
Her laugh came soft, almost affectionate. Like she enjoyed me.
Rafe lifted a hand in a silent signal. The group slowed.
Ahead, the path pinched into a notch between two moss-slick outcrops. Water dripped steady—tap, tap, tap—like a clock trying to count down something ugly. Bea stepped with careful precision. Del glided, like wet stone had been her nursery floor.
Celia didn’t hesitate. Her boots stayed dry anyway.
My turn.
No railing. No grip. Just shine and drop.
Rafe paused long enough to glance back. “Watch your footing.”
No softness in it, but it still landed like a warning.
I stepped onto the stone. It slid under my boot like oil. My body reacted—arms out, knees bent, weight low. The bracelet snagged my sleeve when I windmilled.
My foot skidded.
Then someone behind me slipped.
A sharp yelp. A body slammed into my back and drove my shoulder into rock hard enough to spark pain down my arm. I twisted on instinct, grabbed for anything, and caught a forearm.
Warm skin under my glove. Not human-warm, but alive-warm.
Del’s voice cracked like a whip. “Hold on—”
The weight yanked. My boots slid again. Wet grit ground under my soles. The edge of the notch waited below—black, hungry.
Rafe moved fast. He grabbed the back of my cloak and hauled, not yanking my arm, not striking—just anchoring.
The person I held dangled, foot scraping uselessly. Panic made their fingers stupid.
“Give me your wrist,” I ground out. “Other hand. Now.”
They tried. Fumbled.
Celia’s voice floated from above. “Do not touch her. Do not let mortal hands—”
“Shut up.” The word snapped out of me.
My throat pinched—warning—but didn’t clamp. Good. Disrespect was allowed. Useful data.
Del slid down beside me, bracing her boots. “Honey, you got ‘em?”
“Yeah.” My arm shook. “But I need them to cooperate.”
Del leaned over the edge. “Give her your damn hand, you fool. Ain’t nobody gonna write a poem about you dyin’ dramatic.”
That did it.
One of Celia’s attendants—face pale under torchlight—finally grabbed Del’s forearm. Del hauled, muscles taut. Rafe pulled my cloak upward. I shoved from below.
The attendant hit the stone hard, chest heaving, eyes wide.
A thin line of blood ran down their forearm where briars had raked them. Nothing fatal.
Yet.
Celia clicked her tongue. “Careless.”
The attendant tried to stand. Their face tightened. Then they crumpled back with a strangled breath.
Ankle. Twisted.
There it was. Field problem. My territory.
I dropped to my knees before anyone could stop me. Wet grit soaked through my pants. Cold sank in fast. Crushed leaves released a sharp green smell as my hand brushed moss.
“Don’t move.” I reached for their boot. “Let me see.”
The attendant recoiled. “Mortal—”
“Sit.” The command came out with siren authority. “You don’t want it worse.”
Celia stepped closer, cloak whispering. “Your touch contaminates. There are court remedies that do not require—”
“Do your court remedies fix ligaments?” I peeled linen from Bea’s bundle with quick hands. “Or do they just make you feel superior?”
Celia’s eyes flashed. “You are insolent.”
“Yep.” I palpated the ankle gently, checking for deformity. Skin colder than mine, swelling already rising under it. “Any numbness? Tingling?”
Pride fought pain across the attendant’s face. “No.”
“Wiggle your toes.”
They did. Barely. Good.
Del crouched beside me, close enough her cloak warmed my shoulder. “You’re fussin’ like my auntie with a Christmas ham.”
“Shh.” I folded a strip for padding and slid it around the ankle bone. “I’m working.”
Del’s laugh slipped out—one quick burst—then she sobered like she’d startled herself. “Right. Sorry.”
The attendant tried to yank their ankle away. I caught their heel, firm, not cruel. “Stop.”
Celia hovered above us. “You will not bind her with mortal cloth.”
“Watch me.”
I wrapped with even tension, the snap of tightened fabric satisfying under my fingers. Symmetry. Secure. A bandage that held the way a promise was supposed to.
Del watched my hands, eyes narrowed. “You always do it so neat?”
“Yeah. Neat means secure.”
“Neat means control,” Del murmured.
I didn’t answer. Seconds lost at a bus crash flickered behind my eyes—how fast chaos ate you if you didn’t clamp down.
Bea crouched a few feet away, careful not to dirty her hem. She held out the tin. “A salve. It may reduce swelling.”
I took it, popped the lid. Sharp herbs—clean, almost medicinal. I smeared a thin layer around the joint, then finished the wrap.
The attendant hissed, then went still.
Celia’s voice turned silky. “If she worsens, Sofia Reyes, you will be blamed. You will be punished.”
I tied off the linen with a hard knot. “If she worsens because you delayed care for your pride, that’s on you.”
Her smile stayed shallow. “So litigious. How mortal.”
Rafe stood above us, gaze scanning the briars and the dark beyond. He wasn’t watching the argument. He was watching for the next thing that wanted to kill us.
I pressed the ankle. Tested stability. “No weight for now. We need a splint.”
The attendant looked up at Celia like permission was oxygen.
Celia’s eyes stayed on me. “We do not stop for mortal procedures.”
I rose, knees stiff with cold. “Then carry her. Or let me make a splint so she can hobble. Pick one.”
Del whistled low. “Ooh. Choices.”
Bea’s voice came quiet, almost resigned. “A delay now will cost more time later.”
Celia’s gaze flicked to Bea. “Archivist. Not your department.”
Bea didn’t blink. “Injury is everyone’s department when blood is involved.”
Celia’s nostrils flared. Hands still folded. Clean.
Rafe spoke once. “Make the splint.”
Celia turned toward him. “Captain—”
Rafe didn’t look back. “Order.”
The word hit like a dropped bar of iron. Even Celia paused.
She smiled again, slow. “As you wish.”
Del and I found two straight pieces of wood near the path, snapped clean from a dead branch. Damp bark slicked my gloves. I padded the wood with extra cloth and bound it tight enough to stabilize, loose enough for circulation.
The attendant’s breathing eased. Shoulders loosened a fraction.
I looked up at Celia while I finished. “Confirm it. On record.”
Her gaze sharpened. “Confirm what?”
“That I’m useful,” I said. “That I’m here as medical support, not decoration.”
A refusal hovered at her lips.
Rafe cut through it. “She is on the party.”
There. Consent, grudging and real.
I wiped wet grit off my knees, tucked the bundle under my arm again. “Let’s move.”
Celia watched me like she was choosing which word would break me later.
*
We traveled until the torches burned low and the cold worked down into bone.
The terrain opened into a shallow hollow tucked between rock and thick briars, wind muffled by thorn and stone. A low ring of rocks waited there—old, blackened, built by someone who’d needed warmth and didn’t have permission to ask for it. The stones held faint heat, like a secret kept under ash.
Rafe signaled a stop.
The party moved with quick efficiency. Packs down. Perimeter checked. No chatter—just wool rasp, buckle clicks, stone scraping stone.
I crouched by the ring and held my hands over it. Warmth seeped into my palms. Not much. Enough to remind my body what comfort used to feel like.
Bea struck a flint-like shard against dried material. A hiss. A low bloom of flame. Contained. Controlled.
Steam rose from a metal cup Bea filled from a sealed flask. Bitter tea and something floral. She offered it without ceremony.
I took it. Heat soaked through glove and skin. The steam dampened the sting in my throat. I sipped slow, careful.
Del dropped beside me, close enough our shoulders nearly touched. Proximity. A stolen inch of normal.
Across the flame, Celia sat composed, hands extended toward warmth like she’d granted herself an indulgence. Her eyes stayed on me, not the fire.
Rafe stood at the edge of the hollow, back to us, watching the dark.
Bea sat on a flat rock, spine straight, cup in hand. Firelight caught fine lines at the corners of her mouth—lines earned from swallowing words.
I eased the injured attendant’s foot closer. They stiffened, then let me. The wrap stayed clean and even. Good. I checked toes—color, warmth, circulation.
“Still good?” I asked.
They nodded, swallowing. “Yes.”
Del leaned in, voice low. “You’re gonna make ‘em blush, fussin’ like that.”
“Shut up,” I muttered, but it came out softer. “It’s circulation.”
Del’s mouth curved. “Uh-huh. Circulation.”
Bea’s eyes flicked to Del, then back to her cup. “She is correct. Symmetry improves compliance.”
A laugh barked out of me before I could stop it—short, sharp, surprised. Del blinked, then laughed too, quick and stolen.
Celia’s gaze sharpened like laughter itself had teeth.
For a moment, the hollow held warmth and something almost like ease. Night insects ticked outside the briars, steady and indifferent. My shoulders dropped a fraction—not safe, never safe, but not performing either.
Del nudged my elbow. “So, Sofia Reyes. You always carry your whole little hospital in your pockets back home?”
Back home twisted in my throat. Not enough to trigger the clamp. Enough to remind me the land kept an ear pressed to my ribs.
“I carry what I need,” I said. “Gloves. Gauze. Tape. A pen that works. Half a granola bar I forget is there.”
Del’s eyes gleamed in the firelight. “A granola bar. Lord, that’s the saddest charm I ever heard.”
“It’s not a charm.” I took another sip. “It’s habit.”
Bea drank once, thoughtful. “Habits become rites under stress.”
Del hummed. “Hear that? Your granola bar’s sacred now.”
I shook my head, but my mouth pulled up at the edge.
Celia finally spoke, voice soft. “Careful, courier. You grow attached.”
Del didn’t flinch. “I grow hungry, mostly.”
Celia’s gaze slid to me. “And you, Sofia Reyes? Do you grow hopeful?”
Hope nudged my throat like a collar adjusting. I kept my eyes on the bandage. “I grow practical.”
From the edge of the hollow, Rafe’s voice carried. “Sleep in shifts.”
No argument followed. Bea nodded once. “Two hours.”
The injured attendant looked like they wanted to protest. Pride again.
I cut it off. “You’re first sleep. You need it.”
They hesitated, then obeyed, curling close to the fire with their ankle elevated on a rolled cloak.
Del watched them settle, then leaned closer, voice nearly a whisper. “You got that look again.”
“What look?”
“The one where your mind’s runnin’ down a road your mouth can’t name.”
My fingers tightened around the cup. Heat steadied me. “I’m trying to figure out how to ask what I need without… choking on it.”
Del’s gaze flicked to my throat. “You ain’t the first.”
Bea’s eyes lifted, sharp. “Do not encourage experimentation.”
Del’s smile went sweet. “I ain’t encouraging. I’m acknowledgin’.”
I set the cup down on the stone ring. My hands flexed. The bracelet glinted in firelight, a small band of wrong.
“We need code,” I said quietly.
Bea’s posture stiffened. “For what.”
“For talking about thresholds.” I didn’t say home. I didn’t say escape. “For talking about where humans might be held. For talking about getting people out.”
Celia tipped her head. “How charming. A conspiracy.”
“It’s planning.” I kept my voice low. “Same thing, different lipstick.”
Del’s eyes brightened. “Cher, I like you when you’re mean.”
I ignored that—mostly. “We call it ‘the return route.’ Or ‘northbound door.’ Something neutral.”
Bea’s mouth tightened. “Neutral phrases will not conceal intent.”
“So what?” Frustration scratched at my throat. “We never talk about it? We just walk wherever the land tells us and hope a miracle drops in our lap?”
The bracelet warmed. My throat pinched.
I stopped and breathed through my nose until the pressure eased.
Bea spoke softer this time. Firelight made her look older for a heartbeat. “The land responds to vectors. Not only vocabulary.”
Del nodded, gaze gone distant. “It listens for what you’re tryin’ to do. Like a jailer listens for a key in the dark.”
Celia’s smile returned, satisfied. “So you are trapped. Even in your cleverness.”
My nails dug into my palm. “No. I’m limited.”
“Semantics.” Celia’s eyes gleamed.
Rafe stepped closer, boots silent on damp earth. He crouched near the fire—not quite joining—and held his hands out to the heat like he didn’t care who watched.
“You can ask about terrain,” he said. “Dangers. Distance.”
“And thresholds?” I asked, careful.
Rafe held my gaze. “Ask what you will endure if you are wrong.”
Bone-deep question. Not unkind. Just true.
My stomach tightened. If I pushed and the land punished me, the party could die while I fought for air. If I stayed quiet, humans stayed lost.
I nodded once. “We talk in symptoms,” I said. “We map the world like a patient. Don’t name the outcome.”
Del’s smile softened, just a little. “Look at you. Leadin’ without sayin’ it.”
Celia’s gaze cut sharp. “She is not leading.”
Del lifted her hands, innocent as a lie. “Ain’t sayin’ she is. Just sayin’ she’s thinkin’.”
Bea’s voice dropped. “If you test again, do it privately. Not in front of those who would make sport of your pain.”
Celia’s smile didn’t flicker. “Sport implies enjoyment. I prefer efficiency.”
I picked up my cup again. Steam curled against my face. “Fine,” I said, and looked straight at Celia. “Then you’ll love this. I’m efficient too. I’ll get your party where it needs to go. And I’ll do it without giving you the satisfaction of watching me choke.”
Celia held my eyes over the fire.
Rafe stood and returned to the edge of the hollow. Conversation ended because he ended it.
When my shift came, I lay on packed earth with my cloak pulled tight. Bracelet cold against my skin. Shadows moved at the edges of the hollow like they had opinions.
I tried to picture Bronx streets. Sirens. Leni’s burnt coffee.
The memory slid away, slick and stubborn. My throat tightened—not the curse this time. Something else. Fear of forgetting.
Two fingers pressed to the bracelet. Pain as anchor, if I had to.
“I’m coming,” I whispered into wool. Not to the land. To people I hadn’t met yet. To names in a registry I wasn’t allowed to read.
No answer. Just insects ticking and briars clicking softly as someone shifted in sleep.
The land listened anyway.
*
We broke camp before the sky changed—if it ever did here.
Torches flared harsh and smoky. My throat still scraped like sandpaper, but the hot drink had left a thin layer of relief. The injured attendant tested the splinted ankle, jaw clenched, and managed cautious weight.
Good.
Celia watched those first steps with quiet satisfaction, like she’d been waiting for failure. Del stayed beside the attendant as if it were coincidence. Bea kept her eyes on the path. Rafe set the pace.
We moved deeper out.
The terrain turned strange in new ways—trees too close, branches twisting like they wanted cloth. Shadows thickened where torchlight should have reached. Damp earth smelled sweet-rotten underneath, like rot wearing perfume.
I kept my questions clinical. “How far to the objective?” “Known hazards?” “Water sources?”
Bea answered when she could. Rafe answered when it mattered. Del answered when she felt like it. Celia answered with traps.
After an hour, patterns emerged. The path curved around certain stones. It avoided low dips where mist pooled. It leaned away from a line of trees that looked normal to my eyes—and still made my mouth go dry.
A threshold without a sign.
The bracelet warmed.
I needed data. I needed a test that wouldn’t get me choked in front of an audience.
I matched Bea’s pace. “Archivist. Hypothetical.”
She didn’t look at me. “Speak quickly.”
“If a person wanted to locate a crossing—” I paused, waited for the clamp.
Nothing.
Good.
“—what would they look for in the environment? Symptoms.”
Bea’s fingers tightened on her pack strap. “Do not mistake this for permission.”
“Noted.”
“Cold pockets where cold should not gather,” she said. “Silence where sound should carry. Repetition in landmarks. A sensation of being observed.”
Del drifted closer, listening. “And stories,” she added. “Places folks won’t step. Places animals won’t cross.”
Celia’s voice slid in, sharp as glass. “She asks because she intends to run.”
The word run yanked at intent. My throat pinched. I swallowed, kept my face blank. “I ask because I don’t like surprises,” I said evenly. “Surprises get people killed.”
Celia’s smile widened. “Then you will love this world. It adores surprises.”
We reached a fork.
One route shoved between dense briars, thorns clicking against leather like impatient fingers. The other dipped into a shallow ravine where mist lay thick and still. A low hum vibrated faintly through the ground—more felt than heard, like a distant generator under concrete.
My pulse kicked.
Bea paused. “This was not here before.”
Celia tipped her head, pleased. “The land makes choices.”
Rafe lifted a hand. The party halted. His gaze moved over both routes, then back to Bea. “Which path.”
Bea’s mouth tightened. “The sanctioned route would be the ravine.”
Sanctioned. Approved. Caged.
The ravine smelled wrong—too still, too quiet. Bea’s symptoms flared in my head like red text on a monitor. I couldn’t say what I suspected. I couldn’t even think it too hard without the land pressing fingers to my throat.
So I grabbed what I could say.
“The ravine’s a respiratory hazard,” I said, clinical, calm. “Mist that thick—spores, low oxygen. Somebody with a compromised airway could drop fast.”
Celia repeated it like she was tasting the words. “Compromised airway. Are you describing yourself?”
“I’m describing risk.”
Del’s eyes glinted—approval hidden under caution.
Bea looked from the ravine to the briars. “The briars will slow us.”
“Slow beats dead.” My voice stayed flat. “Especially with an injury.”
Rafe’s jaw tightened. He looked at the ravine again, then the briars.
Celia stepped in close to him, voice soft enough to pass as counsel. “Captain, the King’s directive—”
Rafe didn’t look at her. “The King is not here.”
Even Del went still.
Celia’s smile held, but cold sharpened behind it. “Then perhaps Sofia Reyes should speak her preference.”
Bait. Pretty hook.
My throat tightened preemptively. Heat climbed my neck. Celia leaned in, voice purring. “Go on. Tell us which way you want. Tell us where you want to go. Surely you are not afraid of a little honesty.”
The hum under the ground deepened, like the world held its breath.
Del shifted, subtle, placing herself between me and Celia. Bea’s eyes flicked to my throat, then away.
Rafe’s hand hovered near his sword.
Celia waited, patient and predatory.
I unclenched my jaw. One breath out. Another. Heart rate settling into something usable.
“Okay,” I said, steady. “Here’s my preference.”
The bracelet warmed. My throat pinched. The land leaned in.
I kept going anyway, careful as stitching. “I prefer the route that keeps us mobile. Keeps our injured party from slipping again. Keeps our visibility. Briars are predictable. Mist isn’t.”
Celia’s eyes narrowed. Not satisfied. “No mention of… doors?”
Her word tugged at intent. My throat tightened harder—like the land recognized the direction she was trying to push me in, even if it didn’t punish her for it.
“I don’t care about doors.” The lie tasted like ash. “I care about getting there without anyone dying on the way.”
Del held my gaze for a beat—respect, maybe, and warning braided together.
Rafe decided. “Briar route.”
Celia’s smile vanished for a blink. “Captain, that is not—”
“Move.” Rafe’s voice cut it clean.
We took the briar route. Thorns clicked close enough to scratch through cloth. Green sap stung sharp when briars snapped. Torchlight made shadows behave in predictable ways—tied to bodies, tied to flame.
Behind us, the low hum faded.
Missed chance. Saved life. Maybe both.
Celia walked near the back now, too quiet. Del fell into step beside me, cloak brushing mine.
“Nice dance,” Del murmured.
“I hate dancing.”
“Mm.” Del’s voice held a smile. “That’s how I know you’re lyin’.”
From ahead, Bea’s voice drifted, clipped and certain. “The land will adapt.”
My stomach tightened. The rules tightened.
I kept walking anyway, boots forcing forward through thorn and shadow. If the world insisted on listening, fine. I’d learn what it heard. I’d learn how to move without handing it the words it wanted.
Behind me, Celia’s voice floated soft as poison. “Careful, Sofia Reyes. The wrong word can break you.”
Ahead, briars clicked like teeth, and the path narrowed until my shoulders brushed both sides.
Somewhere under the dirt, that hum waited—patient as a lock.